And final : Main apne love ke bare main kuch nahi kahna chahta bcz usse main jo nahi chahta tha wo wahi kam kar raha tha..

Maine kavi nahi socha tha ki main uski buraioun main kavi samil hounga but usne sab kuch kara diya ye to bahut hi badi problem ho gayi main Ghar par rah nahi sakta aur college main bhi khus nahi rah sakta, kisi ne sahi kaha hai Ladkiyon par kavi Bharosa nahi karna chahiye..

At this Time i am very unhappy to the side of family , my and also my Love..

My uncles were very dishonest persons,

i did not think that they can do that, it is imagine for us.. i am very helpless and i am not able to understood what to do,

once a time i want to murdered of some one but this may be wrong i can finish him with different manner i mean to say in a profession style.

i am a professional boy and i will make a master mind plane to WIN.

And Now i talk to JOB

i don't want to go Bhopal after my accident.. bcz my MCA class have been started so..

and the company behavior was not good for me bcz i was very stick and i am not servant of BOSS and HR i was employee of LOGIPHILIC SOLUTIONS.

but also i went there bcz of some document and i did not resign in company and my other luggage was in the room i want to take it.

from its before i worked there 12 days and my salary was remaining of that days and want to get it but not 100% my final desire was my BOSS terminate to my on my position(Web Designer).

but whenever i reach in office my boss told Ravindra don't start any work first discuss with me then start the work, i was happy bcz i want to argue with my boss but
My boss did not any discussion about may leave and other he told to me make template for shelter agents. i told yes sir..
After that i think my boss is not unhappy with me and the more work is pending so why do i not work here for few day. The company was already searching a Web Designer and anupama told to me whenever new Designer will come you will be resume so i was happy but the matter was different on the salary day my salary and shailendra sir salary did not come. Anupama told to me your salary did not concern from mumbai so you will have to wait till Friday.

The Friday came and she called me for salary and she says your salary is 327 , i shocked what it is ?
She saying your leave was informing in this case your salary is deducted, OK at that time i told to her i will not come form next day she told me why Ravindra how can u do it ?

This was my Final decision , and my ring tone was it..
"Ek Baar Jo Maine Commitment Kar Di Phir To Apne Aap ki Nahi Sunta "

on next day i did not go there, at Friday night Badi D!D! called me and say the family matter it was very bad information for me, next day was Saturday in the morning i went to Railway Station for reservation in chattisgrah and Vinod for taking some notes and books.

in other word my total loss was 10,000/- this is huge loss for me and my family bcz at this time this money was very essential for us..

But Problem Problem and Problem.......

I have to invite friend in a marriage party:

Neeraj Verma

Soniji (Uncle friend)

Ankit saxena

Khan sahab

Shusma mam

Naveen Pandy

MCA Holder

Narend Bhargava

Rahul Pichore

Nitin Pichore

Ashish Sharma

Surendra Batham

Manoj Sindhi

Vishnu sir and Groups

After Two Month i am in BHOPAL

Hi Today evening i am in Logiphilic Solutions.

i am working on SellDeeD and architectureaptitude.com

Now a day i am not Feeling well bcz Abhishek sir is going he is giving Resignation.

He is Very Good Person i like it most here.

He always helped me and he help me at ASP.net

He told to plz made template of "khane wali"

but i did not made it.

Now i am barring here i am remembering Dabar so much.

i came i form Dabra on 18 April on that day my MCA Exam i went only for two day.

last night my mom called to me and say why do not call always we called.

we always take tension about you

when will you come.

i decide i will return on 10 June, bcz i had decided i will give 15,000 Rs. at home.

i have Broke all Love Relation on Both side.

i told to PNM on 18 May on Sunaina B'day i says that not call me.

she decided i will not call you bcz ask any reason so i m very sad.

ok that it for today..

bye.

Hi toaday i am free in office Anil is on leave and Kirti mam is going to Delhi.

And Amit is in IRTPL.

i am alone in office.

Today in the evening i have to in a merrige party in relation of saksham sister inlow merrige in Swayamber loj..

And i have been invited r_g and BVN.

But now i am not intrested bcz BVN want to invite Neeraj .

But i am do not want it.

Bcz he know me.

Saksham is very intrested for it.

It is first chance he will meet her

Yesterday i purchase a Hot Jacket with Ravi and saksham.

Web i and ravi was returning from the market nvd lookeed to us.

she also seen to me and she looked again with back side.

Just after some time she called to me.

The Jacket which i purchased.

This was big afort of Ravi.

Because My Badi Sister and another sister is sona was site in the Home.

He came and told them your Brother have no Hot cloth you should give him a swater.

And after some Discussion in the End My Big sister Desided : Yes he is Right She take out 50 Rs. and told to sona plz take out 150 and 100 for me.

Then She gave me 300 Rs and told take it and purchase a Good looking Jacket.

The Jacket whick i purchase The cost was 330 and 30 Rs i take to Saksham bca i had my 100 Rs.

I gave him Before some days.

Bcz i had to give 300 Rs to Rajendra but He spend the Rupees.

so i gave to Rajendra from take to Mahendra.

R-g called me in the mornning from 3 and 4 days later.

i was waiting for it daily form she come from the Shitla Mata Tample.

R-g told that i think in very deep site and i have decided that i can't coutniue and hold this

relation because i respect to my family and my brother also.

and please never uphappy to me i will talk also to you plz do not wrong think about to me.

Today Are u unhappy to me.

I told no.

I am agree to you.

But Now i like here l could not more tolk to here because i was in bad and time was 7:10 something  and i was getting late for office.

This is very Bad Morning form me.

Because i want to drop the relation of pnm.

I do not wanna to put R-g in deep.

Because like to me no doubt and i have deicde i will love here with clear hert.

And i do not want to put more relation with pnm.

R-g was waiting for me at her roof but i was not happy to look it bcz i was offset.

The reason of this oberation is.

I am doing fround work and destroy the Belive of Three Girls.

This is too bad work for me but i am doing it why i do not know.

I am Bad so it is happing with me.

Thanks God for Remind me..

15/01/2010